A Lost Moth

In a world that's full of surprises, you'll never know when will be the next big hit. Feelings, reactions, emotions lurking in the deepest set of our souls will surely be tested. Readiness is the key in this game of life. There's sudden changes of all the things we've been used to. Never complain, never surrender. Acceptance is always the answer. And adjustment occurs which leads you to happiness. Happiness that may just end any moment. As to an adage, "Live life everyday like it's the end." And so, savor every second, every minute you have had with your family, your friends, your loved ones, your kids. We live today, we die tomorrow. Life is indeed a roller-coaster ride to beginnings and ends.

When I was young, I never thought life would be this cruel and difficult for me. I just wanna be happy. On second thought, I was imagining if I'm not the person I am today, what shall I be? Where should I be now? Whom I am with? These things always popping into my head whenever I'm alone. Reflecting of all the things I've done in my life, so far. Needless to say, I'm not happy with the kind of surroundings I have right now. Of course, my job is fun. I just don't like the people I'm meddling with today. I'm sick and tired of plastering my poker, stoic face. I like to wake up everyday inspired by the people around me. I wanna smile heartily, facing and talking to them without doubts. I'm like a moth here, lost and alone in a crowded field, trying to fit in the chaotic world of black butterflies and stingy bees. :(